If Only.-

Every single time I see you I start to feel this way. Makes me wonder if i'm ever gonna feel this way again. There's a picture that's hanging in the back of my head, I see it over and over. I want to hold you, and love you in my arms and then, I want to need you, cause I need to be with you til the end. Then I hear myself reply you've got to hold it in. This time, tonight. If only I had the guts to feel this way. If only you'd look at me and want to stay. If only I'd take you in my arms and say, I won't go cause I need you. I sit here, waiting, wondering, hoping that I'll make this right. Cause all I think about is your hands, your face, and all this lonely nights. There's a feeling that's screaming in the back of my head, saying over and over. I want to hold you, and love you in my arms and then, I want to need you, cause I need to be with you til the end. Then I hear myself reply she'll never let you in. This time, tonight.If only I had the guts to feel this way. If only you'd look at me and want to stay. If only I'd take you in my arms and say, I won't go cause I need you. Please don't go, cause I need you now. I want to hear you say It'll always be this way. We will be hand in hand for every night and every day. I want to scream and shout, cause I'm losing any doubt. And all I care about is you and me and us now.